A chilly ambiance: cold and distant
Salty waters flowing from the windows
An indistinct breeze with the voice of the wind

Weakness crawled in deeper after
A few lines of comfort here and there
A mask filled with bright colors
Melted away as Dawn moved closer
While salty waters flowed through slumber

Awaken, duty calls.
Hasten, Chronos falls.
No time to think, but the core felt the chill
Write a note, thanks. Be brave, I have to, I will.

A sense of emptiness filled my heart.
A big hole that was covered
Was now emptied by the same one
Snap out of it. It's all good.

I thought it was done. A new day has begun.
Smile even if it hurts. They don't know.
But Jason Wade had to sing "Blind"
Wow, thanks. You really helped out like last time.

Tears started to form as I approach Surrey Central.
I tried to stop, I tried to hide.
It flowed all the way 'til the bus arrived.
Enter, now "Best I Ever Had"

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This time I couldn't stop. It was way too much. The intensity grew stronger as I walked to my store. I couldn't help but sob. It was so painful. Yvette gave me a tight, comforting hug with a puzzled and concerned face. I couldn't stop crying. Later today, she said I cried like someone had passed away. 

It's hard. Tomorrow they'll be as one. I'm happy for him cause he's gonna be complete again. I don't mind at all. At least he'll be filled. It's all that matters. I'm gonna be a hypocrite if I say I'm not worried about us. I am. Very. But I can't do anything.

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