I just saw Sex and the City today after work. My goodness, it reminded me of old times when I used to watch it in HBO. The beginning was just amazing! I loved Mr. Big sooo much. He's such a darling! And now I'm beginning to have a little crush on Chris Noth... I always found him ugly (because of his überly big eyes) But now... frick... watching him on the big screen just makes all the difference! he's really handsome and my sisters (including my mom) totally agree with me on that.

Watching Big and Carrie throughout the movie... and the thing about love and success made me think... Will I ever be successful in my life, like how I was starting to be before I left the Philippines and will I ever find the love of my life? In a way, it made me so envious of Carry Bradshaw. She's got everything. The haute couture outfits, the career, the fame, the money, and the love of her dreams, even though she went through a lot of brake-ups with him and going through so many relationships.

I'd like to meet someone like Big... ahaha... goodness, how he showered Carry with his love and said yes to almost everything she wanted. But it's not about giving Carry all that she wanted... it's about the love that they share and the sacrifices that they do for each other, being there for each other and all (throughout the series and the movie).

I'm still hoping for love to come my way... soon. I have someone in mind, but you know me... it's always verbotene (forbidden) - much like Christian Mann and Oliver Sabel's of Verbotene Liebe... ahahahha! But heck, if I had someone like Olli or Christian... I wouldn’t' ask for anything more. Their relationship is just... wow... blows me away. Check it out guys, you'll love it for sure.

Going off topic here... sowee. *sigh* hopes and wishes... when will they ever come true? And this guy I'm fancying right now will probably never be mine. :( as usual.