Hahaha....... it's hard when something just changes before your very eyes. It's like bathing in hot water, comfortable enough to make your muscles relax, and then the floors crack and you're suddenly submerged into a pool with ice, out in the backyard with snow.

When you get used to being treated in a certain way then everything changes because of so many factors.... including their damn friends and peer pressure... it's just so hard.

Aside from that, so much problems in the famly. Mom just broke down and cried a while ago - PLUS her dad's in the hospital... confined. Serious illness. Mom and Grifith... Cherie, Cim... and dad. So many struggles... so many hardships...

It never ends. Ahahahaha...... but we hold on... We must...

If I could make it easier for everyone, I would... and for him, as well.